Our Anniversary...

Sunday JP and I celebrated our 6th anniversary. We've been together a total of 9 and I can't decide if it feels like forever or if we just started? This time of year is always difficult for me having lost my best friend, my cousin Paul, just 3 days before my wedding. I trip on how that happens.. what should be one of the most happiest days of my life was preceded by one of the saddest.
Yesterday, I cried like a baby as I thought about how happy I should be to have what I have, yet I am soo SO sad about who I have lost.
We have been attending church more often lately and it has really helped. I feel like when I don't go I quickly fall into my old bad habits.. it's also got me thinking about renewing our vows... in a church we can call our own. When JP and I got married we didn't have a church we belonged to and now we do. Nothing big.. just the four of us committing ourselves to each other and God.

But that means I have to ask him to marry me again... :)